I'm Christine, I'm from boca/fort lauderdale but i go to boarding school right now. I don't really trust anyone. i'm pretty depressed but i am good at acting happy to cover it up. i love red black and blue. i smoke cigarettes and used to drink alot, but not much anymore. I smoke weed, but im not a pothead. i dont like the sun. i love pain. i hate seeing people i care about sad or upset. i dont get why life has to hurt so bad, but i guess thats the way it goes. I dont open up easily, the psychiatrist say thats a problem. When i do open up to people it seems that i get too close and just get hurt. I dont believe in happy endings, maybe because nothing ever works out for me. All i really want is to fall in love and just feel happy. i am very scared of love and people. Everyone's going to hurt you, you just have to decide who's worth the pain.

music, my friends, girls, smoking, sex, drugs, and rock and roll.

A.F.I, *the Academy is..., Aiden, All-American Rejects, Amy Lee, Amber Pacific, Afroman, Armor For Sleep, *Atreyu, Alkaline Trio, Anti-Flag, Avenged Sevenfold, As I Lay Dying, *Atticus, Bleeding Through, Bleed the Dream, Bile, The Black Halos, Brand New, Cannibal Corpse, Children Of Bodom, Circa Survive, cKy, Clutch, Counting Crows, Cradle of Filth, Crossfade, Dropkick Murpheys, Dead Poetic, Die Trying, Disturbed, The Early November, Evanescence, Emanuel, Fall Out Boy, *Finch, Funeral For A Friend, Foo Fighters, *From First to Last, From Autumn to Ashes, HIM, *Halifax, Hawthorne Heights, Hellogoodbye, Hopesfail, Helltrain, Hidden in Plain View, Incubus, Jamisonparker, Jimmy Eat World, Kill Hannah, The Killers, Life House, Led Zeppelin, Mae, Mest, MxPx, Marylin Manson, *My Chemical Romance, *Mindless Self Indulgence, Motion City Soundtrack, Nirvana, No Use For a Name, Number One Fan, The Offspring, *Papa Roach, *Plain White T's, The Postal Service, Porno For Pyros, Posion The Well, Rufio, Rise Against, Roses Are Red, *Senses Fail, *Sublime, Seether, Smack, Silverstien, *System of a Down, Self Agianst City, Smashing Pumkins, Something Corporate, Stabbing Westward, Story of the Year, Sounds of Animals Fighting, The Starting Line, So They Say, The Sounds, The Syntax error, Sunny Day Real Estate, *Tupac, *Taking Back Sunday, This City Dies Tonight, Throw Rag, Three Days Grace, Thrice, This Akward Silence, *The Used, Underoath, Underminded, The Unseen, *Unwritten Law, Unearth, Weezer, The White Stripes, White Zombie, Waking Ashland, Zao

house of 1000 corpses, maria full of grace, girl inturrupted, virgin suicides, monster, white oleander

dont watch tv much, but- family guy, fuse, csi, and just random shows

go ask alice, virgin suicides, .. umm i dont really read much ..